Wednesday, December 28, 2011

iktibar untuk di ambil,,


Assalamualaikum people,,
ade satu video nak share,,
ade bnyak perasaan  timbul time aku tgok video ney,,
ini kisah ttg seorg pelajar cemerlang dari Malaysia,,
dihantar belajar ke UK dgan duet kerajaan,,duet cukai yg abah aku dok byar setiap tahun setiap bulan,,
disana,,dye bebas berkawan,,
dipengaruh oleh kawan2 Kristian nya,,
memujuk,,memberi perhatian,,kasih sayang,,
akhirnya dye jatuh,,dye murtad,,
1st aku marah,,sbb dlam video ney dye ckap Islam ney hanya mengajar dye untuk solat lima waktu,,
puasa di bulan Ramadhan,,tp islam menghalang dye memberi lebih,,mengongkong dye,,
aku marah sbb dye tuduh Allah mengabaikan hamba2NYA,,
korg tgok sendiri,,bg aku,,mmg dugaan diberi untuk menguatkan iman dan diri kite,,
aku x boley ckap lebey2 sbb aku hidup dlam keluarga yg agak senang,,
Hasnah dulu hidup susah,,miskin,,ayah dye kaki botol kaki pukul,,
dye putus harapan dan mengangap tuhan x ade time2 dye susa,,
2nd aku sedey sngt sbb kt sana,,org2 kafir tuh jage dye bela dye,,
terap fahaman ttg Kritianiti secukupnye pada Hasnah,,
dye siap kaji Bible lg,,last2 dye bace Bible dan jumpe satu ayat ney,,
dan terus dye nak masuk Kristian,,
Ya Allah,,kalau lah kat sana dia diapproach oley org islam juga,,
ajar dye ape itu akidah,,akhlak,,ape itu islam secukupnya,,
mesti x jadi cmney kan?
agak x adil lah,,dye bace Bible tp x bace Al-quran,,
Al-quran isinya logik dan saintifik,,ade semua jawapan untuk segala soalan,,
antara kau nk bace dgan x nak je,,
aku pernah buat assigment,,x ingt dah soalan dye,,
tp lebey kurang mcam cara wujudnya bumi dan galaksi,,perbezaan yg tertulis di dlam Old Testament dan Al-quran,,
so aku terpaksa bace Old Testament,,aku cari yg buku dlam internet je,,
aku bace,,aku bandingkan,,
dalam Al-Quran tulis bahawa galaksi ini terjadi dgan satu letupan besar,,
dr segi sains,,ianya amat logik,,tawu the Big Bang theory?itu theory Al-Quran,,
baca lah,,x rugi,,indah,,segala jawapan ada,,
ouh lg satu aku menyampah dgan description video ney,,
uploader tuh mmg x gune ahh,,
kuang ajar,,
tgok lah,,aku mungkin x sekuat mane untuk bantu Hasnah ney,,
aku sedey,,takut pun ade,,
Astagfirullah hal azim,,
ya ALLAH,,kau tetapkan lah iman kami hamba2MU ini,,
lindungi kami dari bisikan kafir2 yang memurtadkan,,
kembalikan kami ke sirratul mustakim sekirannya kami telah terpesong,,
bantu kami ya ALLAH,,kasihani kami,,amin ya rabbal allamin
titiknoktah.




p.s.:  dunia akhir zaman,,semoga terbuka hati Hasnah,,kembali pada jlan kebenaran sementara pintu taubat masih terbuka,,insyaallah.

Thursday, December 15, 2011


why eyh dear?
why cant you just grow up?
i know its cute sometimes for to act very immature,,
its adorable,,
but not all the time,,
sometimes you just cant let others get in your way,even if its the right thing to do,,
you not gonna win all the games,,
not all your words are right lah syg,,
sometimes you need to ask before you fire,,
so immature you are,,
why dear why?
i know,,by saying this does not make me any better or any adultier,,aldutier is not even a word,,i know,,
but yeah,,i cant say much,,im nobody to you,,
i hate it when people talk bad bout you,,
saying stuff bout you,,criticizes you and your way,,
i hate it,,but they do have the right to say so,,
i cant stand hearing stuff bout you,,it hurt,,
but again,,im nobody to you,,
even if you meant the world to me,,
it still worthless,,
yeah,,hopeless trying to defend someone you love but he never gonna get it,,
yeah i should shut up now or else i may sound more stupid than before,,
ttyl,,
fullstop.


p.s. entah megapa engkau yang aku cinta,,mungkin lebih baik kau ku lepas saja - Penakut by Yuna

Saturday, December 10, 2011


i realize now,,
blogging won't do for someone whom her life are at stake for someone else,,
when i'm back to my lifeless unbusy dizzy life,,
i'll go back to blogging ehy,,
so long bloggie,,
i'll be back when its holidays,,
gonna update on twitter,,
follow me meh people,,
ttyl,,
fullstop.

p.s. me want Hariz Ombak Rindu as a hubby,,ouh dpat Aaron Aziz as a hubby pun dah cukup,,okee mgarot,,kbai

Thursday, December 1, 2011


duh hello,,
im here to update mia own blog after a while,,
since there are too many stuff going on,,
lets just wrap this up in a post (knon2 retis lah org nk tawu update dye,,pfffttt!!!)
let it be,,mia blog mia journal,,so that mia wont forget wat the hell or heaven happen in mia lifey,,

10-13 November
  • went volunteering at Gopeng,Perak
  • associated programmed with the Higher Education Ministry,,kire wakil UPM kate ko!
  • act as roving team,,meet the aunty uncle mak cik pak cik adik abg akak mak long tok long,and encourage them to join the free health check up,its free! EVERYTHING! so we went like 'cik kami dari KPT ade....' 'oh x pe x pe dik x nk xnk' 'tp cik ini free untuk sume org' 'oh free?boley boley,,bile?kat mane?' typical human being,,same here :) 
  • meet lots of friends from other Uni,our team got close to the UTM team,,and they got hot guy!damn!!! just one guy pun je pun -.-" but yeahhh,,,he's hawt,,damn hawt kot,,tall-dark-handsome-greatjawline-deepeyes-sharpnose kindda guy,,what else would you ask for in a guy kan?plus he's funny and macho and cool and got a very damn deep voice,,perfect?yup me tell yup!
  • ouh plus he's taken,,round of applause please -.-"
24 November 
  •  we went out to MINES!!!! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~ yeah i know,,mines je pun!!! tp kerana tahap stress yg knon2nye tinggi dan perlu direduce dgan bersuka ria,,maka ya kami pergi mines je :)
  • we eat,,we watch movie,,we eat,,we shop,,we eat,,we sing,,we eat,,we bowl,,we eat,,
  • watched Happy Feet 2,,,awwwwwwwwwwwwhhhhhh how adorable meh!!!! :') Eric is one damn cute lil stuff!!!!grrrr comel comel geram geram!!! pls go watch this movie,,and have a bit of concern towards our environment cause these penguins are begging to stop global warming!!! their ices are melting!! damn you human beings!!!
  • i got birthday present here!!!wheee!!!!its miss happy :D thanx to mia honey bee Anis Shuhada,,Noor Zahira and Rohana :')
  • and me bought Domo-kun bag!!! yeayers!!! tp kindda feel guilty sbb ditch Spongebob for Domo :( im gonna buy Spongebob bag lak after this,,idc!!!!
25 November
  • Happy Birthday Adek Yuna :) haha baru 15 dah poyo,,,ouh oppss sorry lupe nak highlight post birthday budak comel dekat blog ney on his birthday,,tp perlu ke :p

26 November
  • We went sampling at Port Dickson, Negeri Sembilan. There were just five of us in this course,plus our lecturer,a lab assistant,three demonstrator,and a driver,,
  • done sampling at Teluk Kemang (we collect snail as a bioindicator,,i'll post on this later) we went to Tanjung Tuan Light House,,and a great story begin here!!!! damn!!! i will post more on this :p with picca meh :p
yeah yeahh,,,busy kan?
nope! x pun x pun :)
ouh yeah dapat lepas rindu kat icha icha,,oh my how i adore that little toddler!!!
ouh kakak demam campak,,poor her,, :(
and yup,,falling in love with Apex the Harimau Malaya,, :p
but that Apex lah,,he's more like a buaya than a tiger lorrhhh!!!LOL
okeee mengarot,,
ttyl,,
fullstop.


p.s. minggu ney kene jd senior dengan lebih bersungguh-sungguh dari minggu sebelum sebelum ini :p