Friday, September 13, 2013

aku tak tahu nak tulis ape,
aku speechless,
aku marah,
aku sedih,
tak pasti nak ketawa atau nak menangis,
ketawa itu tak pernah memenatkan aku,
tapi ketawa sebab speechless,aku tak suka,
menangis? itu memenatkan,
dan aku rasa lemah dan bodoh kalau menangis,
tapi dah hati perempuan,
tengok Naruto pun menangis,
apatah lagi...
hahaha entah la,
persetankanlah
semalam biar lah semalam
hari ini kita hidupkan dengan penuh makna dan inspirasi,
esok?
esok biar jadi rahsia Allah,
selamat malam.

Saturday, October 6, 2012

as long as there is LOVE,,


any place will be the best place to be,,
as long as you are with your loves one,,
any time will be the best time to have,,
as long as they are there with me,,
no words can describe the joy,,
it like deleting all the hates and sorrow of yesterday in one simple date,,
I love those retards,,
they might be crazy and annoying and loud and mengarut
and the list will go on,,
haha but i love every bits of them,,
they're mine,,
forever I pray,,
thanks guys for being there,,
thanks for being us,,
thanks for being theZ,,
:')
*nages*



I'm a Zoo keeper part 1


Salam,,
happy face
so here we go the excited part of blogging,,
to tell the story bout the thing that we adore,
we love to do,,
we proud to be a part of,,
here's one of a many part of my story that i wanna share,,
a short but amazing experience as a Zoo keeper,,
happy happy face,,
so I started my practical session at Zoo Taiping on 2nd of July,,
there's about 14 section are there in the Zoo,,
so basically we work in each section for three days,,
and rotate to another section on the fourth,,
my fist section was the Elephants, the Hippopotamus and the Tapir section,,
 there were 6 of us from UPM,,
and I'm the only girl,,
how sad :(
anyway,,
let first talk about the Elephants
*buat gaya gajah,,siku kat hidung then lambai tgan atas bwah heeeee*
there are 9 elephants at the Zoo,,
8 are females and only 1 male that act as the alpha male,,
so here's the thing about male animals,,
they got so sensitive about their territory and their group (for each animals might have a diff name)
so here at Zoo Taiping the alpha male name is Setia,,
he's big and quite young but he's also very aggressive,,
Setia had injured many of its keeper trough out the years of its captivation,,
and as a precaution step they management decided to chain him to the pillar,,
which I do not consider as a good idea,,
Setia was chain for almost 5 years till now,,
can you imagine how would you feel to be chained  and are not allowed to move around?
yes I know some of you might think he's dangerous he deserve to be chain,,
well aren't Setia a living thing like us too?
I understand why Setia are being so angry and aggressive,,
he is a wild elephant capture in the wild,and he is quite difficult to be train,,
yeahh that's the sad part to be witness here,,
to see all these animals being held in their cages and are not allow to be in their own habitat and surroundings,,
but a zoo is a good place indeed,,is a good ways of sustaining the species especially the endangered one,it just that is not comfortable,,its not their own home,,its not their nature habitat,,
its like us,we like it so much in our own house but then suddenly we are force to be in the hostel lets say or the prison,,well that's definitely uncomfortable!
ok sorry when my animals loving minded start to babble,,it just wont stop!haha
now,,lemme present you the amazing part of the job :)
to feed the animals,,to be at a very close distant and to actually observe their amazing behaviour,,
lets the picca give some aid to the talking eyh,, :)

 The elephants were so excited when we called them for some snack time!

 and yup their snack is a pot of  fully cooked rice okeee! sngat Malaysian! haha

this is Kelian,,the youngest :)
she is only two years old,,


 wheeee~ Kelian shoo happy one!

 Hello I'm Tompok and I'm one of the elephant keeper,,hehehe,,
nway the Zoo decided to keep Tompok at the elephant's food store to catch away the mouse,,
because the mice keeps on destroying the food stack and they may also bring diseases to the animals,,
and yup Tompok and her kitten were given fresh ikan kembung every day,,
it worth the hard work eyh Tompok? :3

 haha this is us the Elephant wannabe

 yeahh we experience to take care of the dung,,,dang!

 this pak cik had work as one of the elephants keeper for more than 30 years now,,
he's amazing,,and I bet he know about elephant much better than any of the wild life scientist,,
his experience amazed me,,every time he tell us stories about elephant it was like watching a live interview of the National Geographic,,damn awesome!
 Yayan n Sheshe :)

  Happy family :)
see how they cant wait for the truck to unload their food haha
 the elephants here ate almost every hours of the day!
they ate almost every part of a banana plant,,
see that's the batang pisang over there,,
and this is how close we can get with the elephants,,
its a bit scary I might say,,hihi
 That's Bera, Jaya and Jalong,,
they are the three main females of the parade,,
Bera is the oldest,,
Jaya is the tamest among all of them,,you can pet Jaya without any worries,,
she shoo sweet :)
 gajah gajah *gaya Shin Chan hehehe ;p*


 tiga gajah pingitan heeeeee :3
so there you go,,
done for part one,,
many many many more parts to go,,
hope you guys enjoy the post *if there is any readers lah kan :p*
ttyl lovers
*hugs and kisses*


p.s. 4th year now,,final year,,FYP,,my life literally over for the year -.-" nway you guys have fun k :)

Tuesday, October 2, 2012

Dear Eiffel,,


Dear Eiffel,,
we should have met by now,,
but I'm just out of luck,,
we will meet soon,,
you just wait k,,
tenang wahai hati,,
ade nyawa ade rezeki,,
salah satu impian ini insyallah tercapai,,
aminn,,
you may promised anything to a girl and deny it back,,
but never promised to bring her to Paris and deny it at the last minutes,,
never,,
hye its ok,,
there's time there's chance,,
we will meet Eiffel,,
we will,,
insyallah,,
ttyl
*hugs n kisses*


p.s. Ive forgive her,,thank God they were never really my friends,,so it wont hurt too much,,even its still hurt anyway,,

Sunday, September 30, 2012

brand new okeee,,


heeeee da tuka layout blog!
cool ennn?
hehe
excited sbb ade background vintage gituuu,,
and tulisan pun da variety ennn skunk,,
good job lah blogspot,,
tulisan ala2 cam tulis tgan gituwww,,
pdahal tulisan tngan sbenar x secantik ini pun -.-"
okeee layout baru semangat baru!
maybe semangat sikit nak tulis2 kaaan,,
heeee,,
so nah teaser untuk post Zoo Taiping,,
my one and only Simba :')
I promise you guys gonna love this lil' guy 



ttyl
*hugs n kisses*




Saturday, September 29, 2012


hello
its been a while eyh?
I seriously do get lost in here,,
its how berhabuk my blog is -.-"
so,,
how's life?
good?
mine was,,yeah fascinating for the past urmm 6 months right?
got lots of new great friends,,
staying in almost 9 years friendship with The Z,,
happier than ever,,
heart is stronger as its heal it self,,
good job dear heart :)
I know what I want in life,,
I know what I need to do to get to it,,
so in conclusion it is pretty awesome,,
no more sorrow ayte?
well there's a lot to update anyway,,
it just I'm too lazy too write,,
to be inspired is not an easy thing ayte,,
besides I have twitter to tell story to,,
but as requested (konon!) by a friend,,
I'll try to active back here again,,
okee,,
next post will be about my practical life at Zoo Taiping,,
awesome tale to be told,,
cant wait!
ttyl

Thursday, April 19, 2012

Halooooo :)


Haloooooo~
*cricket sound*
errrr... awkward sbb da lame x blogging -.-"
okeee sbbb awkward sngt i wanna share an info with mia blog :)
did you know that black panther are actually leopard or jaguar which undergoes melanism,,
this melanism causes their fur(skin) blacken due to over produced of melanin in the skin,,
melanism is the opposite of albinism,,
so yeahhhh! black panther is a sexy creature so do the other pardus species,,
happy Thursday people,,
ttyl :)
fullstop.

p.s. rinduuu!!!! :')

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

freed and blessed

alhamdulillah
DS Anwar Ibrahim is free to go,,
unlike the bad history of 1998,,
yesterday at 9am,,
he is said to be not guilty and free to go,,
great winning :)
fullstop.

p.s. sesunggguhnya memfitnah itu dosanya sama dengan membunuh,,wallahualam,,

Saturday, January 7, 2012

bangun dari jatuhmu,,


jatuh
cuba berdiri
luka saket
2010 berlalu 
masih jatuh
menanti luka sembuh
jatuh lagi
luka parah
terus jatuh
2011 berlalu
duduk
pandang langit
mata berat
kenapa aku masih ditanah?
kenapa masih jatuh?
tunggu tangan siapa untuk bantu aku berdiri?
2012 bertandang
tiada luka
tiada calar
tiada air mata
tersedar
aku perlu berdiri
berlari
tidak mahu ke awangan lagi
cukup hanya memandang langit
berpijak pada bumi
diatas tapi masih berpijak di bumi
pandang langit
lepaskan bebaskan si burung pergi
pandang langit
senyum
titiknoktah


p.s. berubah dari satu peringkat ke satu peringkat yang lain mmg susah,,tp kita perlu,,perlu terus kan perjalanan,,masa tiada belas kasihan,,dia tak mungkin menunggu,,kejar masa,,bangun dari jatuhmu,,dari tidurmu.

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

iktibar untuk di ambil,,


Assalamualaikum people,,
ade satu video nak share,,
ade bnyak perasaan  timbul time aku tgok video ney,,
ini kisah ttg seorg pelajar cemerlang dari Malaysia,,
dihantar belajar ke UK dgan duet kerajaan,,duet cukai yg abah aku dok byar setiap tahun setiap bulan,,
disana,,dye bebas berkawan,,
dipengaruh oleh kawan2 Kristian nya,,
memujuk,,memberi perhatian,,kasih sayang,,
akhirnya dye jatuh,,dye murtad,,
1st aku marah,,sbb dlam video ney dye ckap Islam ney hanya mengajar dye untuk solat lima waktu,,
puasa di bulan Ramadhan,,tp islam menghalang dye memberi lebih,,mengongkong dye,,
aku marah sbb dye tuduh Allah mengabaikan hamba2NYA,,
korg tgok sendiri,,bg aku,,mmg dugaan diberi untuk menguatkan iman dan diri kite,,
aku x boley ckap lebey2 sbb aku hidup dlam keluarga yg agak senang,,
Hasnah dulu hidup susah,,miskin,,ayah dye kaki botol kaki pukul,,
dye putus harapan dan mengangap tuhan x ade time2 dye susa,,
2nd aku sedey sngt sbb kt sana,,org2 kafir tuh jage dye bela dye,,
terap fahaman ttg Kritianiti secukupnye pada Hasnah,,
dye siap kaji Bible lg,,last2 dye bace Bible dan jumpe satu ayat ney,,
dan terus dye nak masuk Kristian,,
Ya Allah,,kalau lah kat sana dia diapproach oley org islam juga,,
ajar dye ape itu akidah,,akhlak,,ape itu islam secukupnya,,
mesti x jadi cmney kan?
agak x adil lah,,dye bace Bible tp x bace Al-quran,,
Al-quran isinya logik dan saintifik,,ade semua jawapan untuk segala soalan,,
antara kau nk bace dgan x nak je,,
aku pernah buat assigment,,x ingt dah soalan dye,,
tp lebey kurang mcam cara wujudnya bumi dan galaksi,,perbezaan yg tertulis di dlam Old Testament dan Al-quran,,
so aku terpaksa bace Old Testament,,aku cari yg buku dlam internet je,,
aku bace,,aku bandingkan,,
dalam Al-Quran tulis bahawa galaksi ini terjadi dgan satu letupan besar,,
dr segi sains,,ianya amat logik,,tawu the Big Bang theory?itu theory Al-Quran,,
baca lah,,x rugi,,indah,,segala jawapan ada,,
ouh lg satu aku menyampah dgan description video ney,,
uploader tuh mmg x gune ahh,,
kuang ajar,,
tgok lah,,aku mungkin x sekuat mane untuk bantu Hasnah ney,,
aku sedey,,takut pun ade,,
Astagfirullah hal azim,,
ya ALLAH,,kau tetapkan lah iman kami hamba2MU ini,,
lindungi kami dari bisikan kafir2 yang memurtadkan,,
kembalikan kami ke sirratul mustakim sekirannya kami telah terpesong,,
bantu kami ya ALLAH,,kasihani kami,,amin ya rabbal allamin
titiknoktah.




p.s.:  dunia akhir zaman,,semoga terbuka hati Hasnah,,kembali pada jlan kebenaran sementara pintu taubat masih terbuka,,insyaallah.

Thursday, December 15, 2011


why eyh dear?
why cant you just grow up?
i know its cute sometimes for to act very immature,,
its adorable,,
but not all the time,,
sometimes you just cant let others get in your way,even if its the right thing to do,,
you not gonna win all the games,,
not all your words are right lah syg,,
sometimes you need to ask before you fire,,
so immature you are,,
why dear why?
i know,,by saying this does not make me any better or any adultier,,aldutier is not even a word,,i know,,
but yeah,,i cant say much,,im nobody to you,,
i hate it when people talk bad bout you,,
saying stuff bout you,,criticizes you and your way,,
i hate it,,but they do have the right to say so,,
i cant stand hearing stuff bout you,,it hurt,,
but again,,im nobody to you,,
even if you meant the world to me,,
it still worthless,,
yeah,,hopeless trying to defend someone you love but he never gonna get it,,
yeah i should shut up now or else i may sound more stupid than before,,
ttyl,,
fullstop.


p.s. entah megapa engkau yang aku cinta,,mungkin lebih baik kau ku lepas saja - Penakut by Yuna

Saturday, December 10, 2011


i realize now,,
blogging won't do for someone whom her life are at stake for someone else,,
when i'm back to my lifeless unbusy dizzy life,,
i'll go back to blogging ehy,,
so long bloggie,,
i'll be back when its holidays,,
gonna update on twitter,,
follow me meh people,,
ttyl,,
fullstop.

p.s. me want Hariz Ombak Rindu as a hubby,,ouh dpat Aaron Aziz as a hubby pun dah cukup,,okee mgarot,,kbai

Thursday, December 1, 2011


duh hello,,
im here to update mia own blog after a while,,
since there are too many stuff going on,,
lets just wrap this up in a post (knon2 retis lah org nk tawu update dye,,pfffttt!!!)
let it be,,mia blog mia journal,,so that mia wont forget wat the hell or heaven happen in mia lifey,,

10-13 November
  • went volunteering at Gopeng,Perak
  • associated programmed with the Higher Education Ministry,,kire wakil UPM kate ko!
  • act as roving team,,meet the aunty uncle mak cik pak cik adik abg akak mak long tok long,and encourage them to join the free health check up,its free! EVERYTHING! so we went like 'cik kami dari KPT ade....' 'oh x pe x pe dik x nk xnk' 'tp cik ini free untuk sume org' 'oh free?boley boley,,bile?kat mane?' typical human being,,same here :) 
  • meet lots of friends from other Uni,our team got close to the UTM team,,and they got hot guy!damn!!! just one guy pun je pun -.-" but yeahhh,,,he's hawt,,damn hawt kot,,tall-dark-handsome-greatjawline-deepeyes-sharpnose kindda guy,,what else would you ask for in a guy kan?plus he's funny and macho and cool and got a very damn deep voice,,perfect?yup me tell yup!
  • ouh plus he's taken,,round of applause please -.-"
24 November 
  •  we went out to MINES!!!! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~ yeah i know,,mines je pun!!! tp kerana tahap stress yg knon2nye tinggi dan perlu direduce dgan bersuka ria,,maka ya kami pergi mines je :)
  • we eat,,we watch movie,,we eat,,we shop,,we eat,,we sing,,we eat,,we bowl,,we eat,,
  • watched Happy Feet 2,,,awwwwwwwwwwwwhhhhhh how adorable meh!!!! :') Eric is one damn cute lil stuff!!!!grrrr comel comel geram geram!!! pls go watch this movie,,and have a bit of concern towards our environment cause these penguins are begging to stop global warming!!! their ices are melting!! damn you human beings!!!
  • i got birthday present here!!!wheee!!!!its miss happy :D thanx to mia honey bee Anis Shuhada,,Noor Zahira and Rohana :')
  • and me bought Domo-kun bag!!! yeayers!!! tp kindda feel guilty sbb ditch Spongebob for Domo :( im gonna buy Spongebob bag lak after this,,idc!!!!
25 November
  • Happy Birthday Adek Yuna :) haha baru 15 dah poyo,,,ouh oppss sorry lupe nak highlight post birthday budak comel dekat blog ney on his birthday,,tp perlu ke :p

26 November
  • We went sampling at Port Dickson, Negeri Sembilan. There were just five of us in this course,plus our lecturer,a lab assistant,three demonstrator,and a driver,,
  • done sampling at Teluk Kemang (we collect snail as a bioindicator,,i'll post on this later) we went to Tanjung Tuan Light House,,and a great story begin here!!!! damn!!! i will post more on this :p with picca meh :p
yeah yeahh,,,busy kan?
nope! x pun x pun :)
ouh yeah dapat lepas rindu kat icha icha,,oh my how i adore that little toddler!!!
ouh kakak demam campak,,poor her,, :(
and yup,,falling in love with Apex the Harimau Malaya,, :p
but that Apex lah,,he's more like a buaya than a tiger lorrhhh!!!LOL
okeee mengarot,,
ttyl,,
fullstop.


p.s. minggu ney kene jd senior dengan lebih bersungguh-sungguh dari minggu sebelum sebelum ini :p

Friday, November 25, 2011


Happy 21st Birthday,,
best of luck and have a blast  :)
well you know who you are right,,
fullstop.

 
 p.s. semalam baru dpat bday present dr Ana,Anis n Kak Era,,so happy mehhh!!!! :')

Monday, November 21, 2011


rabu ini aku rase agak seram untuk tempuhi
fuuuuuuu
dua test
satu test kimia organik yg td dlam kelas gua ternganga sumpah besar sbb konpius dgan jawapan kepada soalan contoh yg pesyarah bg,,
aduh aku jwab lain jwpn dpat lain,,
why why why????
test rabu ney,,aku nganga lg luas dr td,,
dua test spelling hangul mal atau dlam bahase melayunye ujian ejaan bahasa korea,,
test tuh kedengaran senang je,,
sbb sonsaeng nim atau name melayunye cikgu akan cume hanya sebut 'pencil' dan aku perlu eja dalam huruf kanji korea,,,fuuuuuuuuuuuuu kan?
then kene anta 2 assingment satu lab report,,
mule berasa sedey pilu kerana x buat awal2,,
padan muka,,
lg masih sempat update blog serta menelaah blog2 yg lain,,
masih,,
masa itu emas,,tp emas yg kte x penah hargaai,,
buang melayang cmtuh je,,
rugi2,,tp masih begitu,,x berganjak,,masih,,
fullstop.

p.s. dah hampir 2 minggu,,and im doing great :p

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

kalau ko x nak tanggungjawab,,
ko x nak komitmen,,
jangan jadi manusia!!!!
fullstop.

p.s. banyak sngt alasan,,muntah darah aku dengar,,puii lah!!!

Thursday, November 10, 2011


gosh i need to bounce back,,
life is a bitch right now,,
dealing and appealing isnt working,,
pffftttt,,
and this is why i wanna work with animals,,
less issue,,less F given,,
need to bounced back,,
fullstop.

p.s. life is like a wheel,,i need to reach the top of the wheel faster!!!!

Monday, November 7, 2011

The Wonder Girls are back!!!!



duhh hello people!
the very happy today,,the WG are back bitches!!!
wooooooo~ celebration!!!!!
to whom who didnt know who the hell are they,,
you may now kill your doll,, :p
i've been waiting for them like forever after two different tears single,,
and all those waiting are worth it!!!
while waiting for their comeback,,
i had to endure the ugliness og SoShi's song,,
pfftttt to SoShi,,
okeee,,enjoy the music,,
WG hwaiiting!!!
yoobin sarang!!!
xoxo
fullstop.

p.s. WG and 2ne1,,love them!!! so original,,so cool..simply sexy,,nice voice and music,,and they dun have to act all filthy and cute to gain attention,,its all based on their talent,,ohh,,T-ARA too :)





this hurt the most,,
this blaming game,,
when all the wrong is push to me,,
and all i can do is accept it,,
damn,,
i love everything about you,,
except this,,
fullstop.


p.s. grow up dear,,and start to accept your own blame,,i know,,this might be partly my wrong,,im gonna accept it,,its ok,,

Sunday, November 6, 2011


Salam Aidiladha :)
semoga ibadah korban kite diterima,,
dan semoga semua tetamu-tetamu Allah di tanah suci selamat menunaikan ibadah haji,,
dan insyaallah menerima haji yg mabrur,,
seronok dpat kuah kacang,,
tp x mood langsung even nak kuar g tgok lembu pun x de mood,,
teruk sungguh,,
tp dpat dengar takbir dah cukup tenang,,
alhamdulillah,,
have a blast people,,
ttyl,,
fullstop.


p.s. rindu tanah suci itu,,aku nak pergi lg,,nak sucikan segala kekotoran di hati dan jiwa,,lemas dengan dosa dan tabiat buruk sendiri,,murahkan rezeki aku Ya Allah,,aku mawu jd tetamu Mu lg,,ingin bawa mamababah ku pergi lg,,aminn :')