the only child,,

hye there people,,

regarding to the title,,

may i warn you,,

this post is about science,,

so if you think its lame or boring,,

you may F off now,,

thank you,,

ok,,for those who stay,,

thanx :)

ok,,fyi,,

im the only child,,

the one and only yaww!!!!

well,,since im a biology student,,

i've been wondering,,if this the only child thingie is an inheritance,,

since my mum was the only child her self,,

and we,,me and my mum having the same blood type (of coz lah kan)

but its rare,,its O-

yup,,

genetically,,this only child thingie might be an inheritance,,

its all due the blood type,,

the negative factor from the O blood type was coming from the Rh factor,,

this Rh factor is actually the antigen contain in the surface of our blood cell,,

there are Rh positive and Rh negative,,

to make it simple,,

when a Rh positive blood enter a body with Rh negative blood,,

the antibodies will produce AntiRh+ and will destroy the blood,,

in my case,,

my mum is a Rh negative blood,,while my dad is a heterozygous Rh positive,,

when fertilization take place,,

1/4 of the child may produce is with Rh negative blood,,

if the mother was pregnant a child with a positive Rh blood factor,,

the mother antibody will destroy the fetal blood as it see the fetal as a dangerous object to its body,,this may cause abortion,,if the child survive,,the child may having some serious medical complication,,like anemia due to lack of red blood cell,,

and to make it short,,

only the child with negative Rh blood factor will survive the pregnancy,,

as the fetal and the mother have a common blood factor,,

the body won't detect the fetal as a dangerous strangers to the body,,

well,,in my case,,

my mum was struggling to have child,,

before me,,my mum had abortion about two times already,,

this may be because 75% of her fetal is with positive Rh blood factor,,

and,,finally after 8 years of trying,,

i was born,,the only 25% chances was at last working,,

Thank ALLAH,,

even its only 25% of hopes,,it still happens,,and im here now,,

living for almost 21 years old now :)

thanks mama,,and im so sorry for all the trouble for having me,,

but hye,,this problem may be solve now days,,

the scientist did find a cure to this special factor,,

well,,go Google it your self ayte,,

dun be lazy k,,

hehe,,ouh yup,,genetic is an interesting subject,,

it helps you to be grateful,,

ouh no,,

not only genetic,,but the whole Biology did makes you thanks for this life,,

the miracle of life,,and the mighty-ness of its creator,,

thanks HIM,,Alhamdulillah,,

be grateful people,,and have a nice weekend :)

fullstop.

p.s. i am the only girl in this world,,hehe,,at least in my parents world :')

dear Aizzah,,

Aizzah,,

kite dua2 ney sengal kan,,

org tuh da bg tawu awal2 da kan,,

kite jew lmbat sedar kan,,

he said this to you,,

"not to trust any guys,,including me"

just like what that pendek said to me,,

"jangan percaya lelaki 100% lala,,termasuk lah aku"

haih,,

dorg da bg tawu awal2 kan,,

so kite yg g trust dorg tuh apahal kn,,

dorg x salah lah kire kan??

hahaha,,

bullshit lah,,

lelaki same jew,,

ayat pown same,,

perangai lg lah,,

F them,,

lets move on jijah ku syg,,

i da nk berjaya ney,,meh meh,,

ok girls,,

nak smbung bace Genetic (konon2)

ttyl

fullstop.

p.s. minggu kedua mmg lah sngt bersemangat,,x tawu lah ape jd pd bulan kedua kan,,x pew marilah bersemangat berstudy!!!

nothing but a big THANKS :)

thanks dear friends,,

for the therapy sessions,,

for the shoulder to cry on,,

for the comfort,,

for the advice,,

for the mock you girls throw at him to make me feel better,,

for the support,,

for the smile you girls put right after those tears,,

for the fingers that shed away my tears,,

for having my back for me,,stand up for me,,

for being there,,when he walk away,,

for listening to the same crap every day,,

for accompany me when im drown in my tears,,

for the pat on the shoulder when you girls see the tears in my eyes,,

for the courage,,the new hope,,

thanks dear girlfriends,,

thanks a lot,,

for EVERYTHING,,

i love you girls,,

always have,,always will

aizzah,atiqah,diyana,athirah,aina,hazlin,haziqah,anis,zahira,farahana,azyan,ain,suhaina,rohana,

p.s. biggest thanks for UNDERSTAND me,,i would never make it without you girls,,i cant live without your support :) sumpah syg korg sangt :)

grenade,,

"i'll catch the grenade for ya,,

throw my hand on a blade for ya,,

i'll jump in front of the train for ya,,

you know i'll do anything for you,,

i would go through all this pain,,

take the bullet straight to my brain,,

yes,i would die for you baby,,

but you won't do the same"

Grenade by Bruno Mars

if there is a boy willing to do all these,,

catch the grenade and all,,

or at least willing to sing this song sincerely,,

and actually mean it,,

i want him to know that i'll definitely will do the same,,

i'll definitely catch the grenade for him,,

definitely,,

to love somebody who willing to love you as much as this lyrics do,,

i DEFINITELY will catch the fcking grenade,,

fullstop.

p.s. totally immersed in this song,,and how i wish if Bruno Mars is handsome,,but he's not =.=" so yup,,,just go crazy over his song and not him,,haha :p