"i would never cry for anything stupid anymore"

i've promise myself,,

yet again,,

just now,,i cried,,

stupidly,,

breaking the promise myself,,

i can't understand,,

why would i still waste my tears over something like that,,

stupid me,,

i know,,

no one would understand,,

it's damn hard,,

to live like this,,

another 4 sem to go,,

fuhhhh,,

seriously speechless,,

felt so stupid today,,

nuff said,,

fullstop.

p.s. i cant believe i got jealous so damn easy,,silly 
p.s.s ouh,,yet another young guy approaching,,scared,,gotta give a boundary,,still in trauma