what happen when we get tired of the everyday life??
what happen when we decide to undecide what we had decided??
what happen when we can't find the reason to move on??
what happen when we get tired of the repeated cycle??
what happen when we find quitting is amazing??
what happen when nothing is our goal while everything is our burden??
what will happen eyh??
i don't know,,
i don't know what people will do when they feel like this,,
at this age,,
i gain nothing,,
and i'm tired,,
when i can't find the motivation,,
when i stop finding the hope,,
when i don't see the joy anymore,,
what to do eyh??
its funny en en,,
after 17 years of struggling with books and knowledge,,
i feel like wanna quit,,
and find something new,,
learn the other way,,new way,,
not this same way,,
this repeated things way,,
where i learn nothing,,
where i just learn to passed my exam,,
i'm tired of those judging passing marks,,
i'm tired of working out my brain while my heart refuse it,,
what is the conclusion dear ALLAH??
im seeking YOUR opinion,,
i keen for YOUR help,,
i wanna be new dear ALLAH,,
i wanna be new,,
p.s. please do help me ya ALLAH,,amin,,