#NL Behind These Hazel Eyes ; Kelly Clarkson

#NL
this song keeps on playing,,
telling everything how it felt inside,,
love Kelly :)

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on


Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes


I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on


Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes


Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...
Anymore...


Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes


Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes 

p.s. tp honestly aku mmg ade hazel eyes seryes,,look me in the eyes if you people x caye,,okee fine maybe bukan hazel dark brown lah,,lebey kurang ape :p

Ya Allah,,

jika benar dia itu Adam aku,,

maka kau kuatkan lah perasaan ini,,

kau tetapkan lah rasa hati ini,,

kau berikan lah sabar,,

agar aku tabah menanti dia,,

tetapi jika dia bukan Adam aku,,

aku bukan milik dia,,

tolong lah aku ya Allah,,

buangkan lah jauh2 perasaan ini,,

padamkan lah rasa hati ni ya Allah,,

aku akur pada takdirmu Ya Allah,,

cuma aku pinta petunjuk mu,,

aku terlalu lemah,,

tak kuat melawan perasaan yang sekuat ini,,

aku dah penat membuang air mata melawan perasaan ini,,

bantu aku Ya Allah,,tolong aku,,

amin.

p.s. the most painful things to experience in life is to see the one you love,loves someone else. I can't bare it anymore,,i need help,,urgently need help 

quotes

"every time i try to move on, you're right there"

- Blair Waldorf to Chuck Bass

p.s. every freaking time

haha,,

i realize yesterday,,

as you grow up,,birthday means nothing!

i even hide my birthday on my fb profile,,

so that i wouldn't have to thanx the so called friend who only wishes 'hb'

for what right?

so only receive the wishes from those who really remember,,

haha thanx besties :)

yah its a boring birthday ever,,every year also the same,,

it just a date that remind you that you have grown up for another year,,

be grateful,,alhamdulillah i have live for 21 years,,

have to be a better person,,

thanx Allah,,this life is the best present every year,,

fullstop. 

:)

p.s. hari ney baru dpat cake!!!hehehe