Happy 21st Birthday,,

best of luck and have a blast  :)

well you know who you are right,,

fullstop.

 

 p.s. semalam baru dpat bday present dr Ana,Anis n Kak Era,,so happy mehhh!!!! :')

rabu ini aku rase agak seram untuk tempuhi

fuuuuuuu

dua test

satu test kimia organik yg td dlam kelas gua ternganga sumpah besar sbb konpius dgan jawapan kepada soalan contoh yg pesyarah bg,,

aduh aku jwab lain jwpn dpat lain,,

why why why????

test rabu ney,,aku nganga lg luas dr td,,

dua test spelling hangul mal atau dlam bahase melayunye ujian ejaan bahasa korea,,

test tuh kedengaran senang je,,

sbb sonsaeng nim atau name melayunye cikgu akan cume hanya sebut 'pencil' dan aku perlu eja dalam huruf kanji korea,,,fuuuuuuuuuuuuu kan?

then kene anta 2 assingment satu lab report,,

mule berasa sedey pilu kerana x buat awal2,,

padan muka,,

lg masih sempat update blog serta menelaah blog2 yg lain,,

masih,,

masa itu emas,,tp emas yg kte x penah hargaai,,

buang melayang cmtuh je,,

rugi2,,tp masih begitu,,x berganjak,,masih,,

fullstop.

p.s. dah hampir 2 minggu,,and im doing great :p

kalau ko x nak tanggungjawab,,

ko x nak komitmen,,

jangan jadi manusia!!!!

fullstop.

p.s. banyak sngt alasan,,muntah darah aku dengar,,puii lah!!!

gosh i need to bounce back,,

life is a bitch right now,,

dealing and appealing isnt working,,

pffftttt,,

and this is why i wanna work with animals,,

less issue,,less F given,,

need to bounced back,,

fullstop.

p.s. life is like a wheel,,i need to reach the top of the wheel faster!!!!

The Wonder Girls are back!!!!

duhh hello people!

the very happy today,,the WG are back bitches!!!

wooooooo~ celebration!!!!!

to whom who didnt know who the hell are they,,

you may now kill your doll,, :p

i've been waiting for them like forever after two different tears single,,

and all those waiting are worth it!!!

while waiting for their comeback,,

i had to endure the ugliness og SoShi's song,,

pfftttt to SoShi,,

okeee,,enjoy the music,,

WG hwaiiting!!!

yoobin sarang!!!

xoxo

fullstop.

p.s. WG and 2ne1,,love them!!! so original,,so cool..simply sexy,,nice voice and music,,and they dun have to act all filthy and cute to gain attention,,its all based on their talent,,ohh,,T-ARA too :)

this hurt the most,,

this blaming game,,

when all the wrong is push to me,,

and all i can do is accept it,,

damn,,

i love everything about you,,

except this,,

fullstop.

p.s. grow up dear,,and start to accept your own blame,,i know,,this might be partly my wrong,,im gonna accept it,,its ok,,

Salam Aidiladha :)

semoga ibadah korban kite diterima,,

dan semoga semua tetamu-tetamu Allah di tanah suci selamat menunaikan ibadah haji,,

dan insyaallah menerima haji yg mabrur,,

seronok dpat kuah kacang,,

tp x mood langsung even nak kuar g tgok lembu pun x de mood,,

teruk sungguh,,

tp dpat dengar takbir dah cukup tenang,,

alhamdulillah,,

have a blast people,,

ttyl,,

fullstop.

p.s. rindu tanah suci itu,,aku nak pergi lg,,nak sucikan segala kekotoran di hati dan jiwa,,lemas dengan dosa dan tabiat buruk sendiri,,murahkan rezeki aku Ya Allah,,aku mawu jd tetamu Mu lg,,ingin bawa mamababah ku pergi lg,,aminn :')

#NL Behind These Hazel Eyes ; Kelly Clarkson

#NL
this song keeps on playing,,
telling everything how it felt inside,,
love Kelly :)

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on


Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes


I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on


Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes


Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...
Anymore...


Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes


Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes 

p.s. tp honestly aku mmg ade hazel eyes seryes,,look me in the eyes if you people x caye,,okee fine maybe bukan hazel dark brown lah,,lebey kurang ape :p

Ya Allah,,

jika benar dia itu Adam aku,,

maka kau kuatkan lah perasaan ini,,

kau tetapkan lah rasa hati ini,,

kau berikan lah sabar,,

agar aku tabah menanti dia,,

tetapi jika dia bukan Adam aku,,

aku bukan milik dia,,

tolong lah aku ya Allah,,

buangkan lah jauh2 perasaan ini,,

padamkan lah rasa hati ni ya Allah,,

aku akur pada takdirmu Ya Allah,,

cuma aku pinta petunjuk mu,,

aku terlalu lemah,,

tak kuat melawan perasaan yang sekuat ini,,

aku dah penat membuang air mata melawan perasaan ini,,

bantu aku Ya Allah,,tolong aku,,

amin.

p.s. the most painful things to experience in life is to see the one you love,loves someone else. I can't bare it anymore,,i need help,,urgently need help