i need a break,,

that's all im asking for,,

a break,,

mentally,,

humm,,

maybe cik Alya were right,,

maybe i need to make an appointment as well,,

maybe talking to a total strangers is the best way,,

a professional strangers,,

next week,,i wanna make that appointment,,

im going crazy here,,

have a nice day people,,

dun be like mine,,

full of wasted stuff,,

i wanna change things,,

but however it turns out the same,,

all the time,,

i need help,,

i need a break,,

and i need a total non judging listener,,

and i cant wait to be clean back,,

i wanna recite the Holy Quran,,

that is the best pain killer i trust,,

going back to HIM and sujud,,

fullstop.

p.s. its a lonely week,,even im surrounded with people,,with dear friends,,with foods,,with stuff,,its still lonely,,damn lonely,,