Dear heart,,

that feeling of wanting him back is not love,,

its loneliness,,

so just endure it,,

sincerely,,

brain.

hi awak,,

yup,,awak lah,,

yang tgah bace post ney,,

iyerr,,awak,,

saje je,,

nak cakap harap awak gembira dan bahagia,,

hari ini dan hari-hari yang mandatang,,

senyum okee,,

sbb setiap org yg pakai seyuman dia x perlu ape ape lg,,

awak cantik bile senyum,,kalau lelaki kacak lah :)

terima kaseh sbb bace blog ney,,

gud luck exam,,

kalau awak yg x dew exam,,

gud luck in anything you do,,

be happy taw,,

ttyl,,

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"ooo,,can't nobody do it like you,,

said every little things you do,,

hye baby say it,,stays on my mind,,

and i,,i'm officially missing you"

cover by IU

original by Tamia

p.s. imy,,damn much

ego kah??

"dah agak.. girls ego lg tinggi dr boys"

- Kimi

hummphh!!!!

bia la ego,,

ego ke??

bia lah,,

grrrr,,

kalu x dew ego org kate murah lak,,

kalau ego ckap jual mahal,,

nta,,

x paham laki ney,,

grrr,,

bia,,bia ego,,

BIIIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!

grrrrr!!!!

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p.s. endure it lala,,stay chill,,jgan jgan,,jage ego,,ego tuh mahal,,jage,,bia org ckap ego,,bia,,ego tuh lah wat ko strong slame ney,,bia,,bia ego,,grrr XC

penguin :')

"baby its fate,,

like a soul mate,,

he's your penguin,,

baby its fate,,

baby its fate,,

not luck"

this song is damn adorable,, :')

he's your penguin,,

likee awwwhhh,,

cause penguin is one loyal creature,,

they have only mate,,

one and only mate,,

they dun change mate according to season,,

they're loyal,,

how adorable ayte,,

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p.s. so,,do you wanna be my penguin dear penguin???hahahaha XD this song making that penguin title i gave him to be not hilarious anymore,,now it sound more like,,humm,,sweet,,cute,,haha,,still penguin,,haha XD

cause you never left my heart,,

you stay there like a bad ass,,

permanently like a bad ass,,

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p.s. i endure it,,cause this time if you wanna talk,,you'll find a way to talk to me,,im here,,i always hear,,willing to listen to you,,fullstop.

haha,,

tibe teringat satu perkara,,

haha,,

PENGUIN !!!

haha XD

aku ngan Anis je tawu ape ney,,

hahahaha,,

x tahan,,

ahahaha XD

oke oke,,stop stop,,

hahahaha,,x ley,,haha XD

ROFL

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p.s. hahahahahahahahahaha,,penguin,,hahahahahaha,,hadoii,,ahahahaha XD

okee,,

tinggal lagi beberape jam nak 1st paper,,

bukan nk ckap da hafal sume,,

tp dak agak pening lah mak cik membace dah,,

so,,lek jup,,

humm,,

nak cakap kan,,

yg kali ney final x dew jiwa kacaw,,

amazingly alhamdulillah :)

sbb before2 ney,,

sejak SPM lah,,

humm,,okeee PMR lah,,

ade jew dugaan jiwa kacaw,,

PMR dpat first heartbreak dr Mr first love,,

haha,,,cinta monyet,,sumpah banggang,,haha

SPM lak dpat desakan dari org yg kte x syg,,tp pakse kite syg dye,,

itu jiwa kacaw bukan sedih tp agak benggang haha,,

biase ahh girl,,bile org tuh beriye nak kt kite,,kite lak beriye x nak enn,,

org yg x nak kt kite tuh la jgak yg kte kejar2 sngt2,,

biase lah jiwe remaje dak sekolah (ini perlu ke?? haha)

matrix lak,,asal final jew ade je lah org carik pasal enn,,

haha,,ingt lg break time lg sminggu nak final,,

haha,,naseb ahh x head over heels en,,

da tuh dah degree,,

final 1st heartbreak jgak,,

bile bestie tinggal kite,,n ckap yg kite ney x penah wujud,,

aduh,,saket tuh,,bestie tuh,, XD

final sem 2 lak ade ahh dak pendek tuh carik pasal enn,,

haha,,time tuh dye kire bestie baru lah,,

pengganti bestie yg dulu tuh,,haha,,serius aku ngek,,

then final sem 3,,haih,,bile dah fall in love (cam euwww jew)

ngan bestie kan,,

da trust,,da share lots of stuff,,da care,,da rapat sngt,,

then tibe2 dye ckap aku da mati,,

padahal sebulan before tuh dye ckap dye syg aku,,siap propose jdik awek lg,,

haha,,walaupun x jadik time final,,

tp heartbreak aku yg teramat lah major tuh,,di umur 20 tahun itu,,

melarat lah smpai ke final,,

lg pun org tuh ske maen tarik tali kan,,

tawu la buff,,ske maen tarik tali,,konfem ahh dye menang,,

kjup ckap syg,,kjup ckap syg yg lg sorg,,

mcam bola tenis kene pukul sana sini,,

and sedey gak bile bestie yg ko syg tuh da jadik stranger,,

humm,,

and now final sem 4,,

x dew heartbreak,,

alhamdulillah dah x rase sakit hati kt sape2,,and sape2 pun x wat aku sakit hati,,

tp masalahnye,,subjek killer bnyak,,huwaaa,,

and carry marks adalah kejam!!!!huwaaaaaa :(

x pew x pew,,selagi aku tenang,,

insyaallah,,

aku mohon pada mu ya Allah,,ko terangkan hati aku dan sahabat2 ku,,

permudahkan lah urusan kami,,

tenangkan hati kami agar kami senang menjawab soalan2 final ini,,

agar kami tidak lupe akan segala apa yg kami pelajari dan yg telah kami baca,,

amin,,

:)

titikniktah.

p.s. grrr,,kimia fizik x organik,,cuak cuak,, XC

his eyes his eyes,,make the star look like they not shining,,

his hair his hair,,fall perfectly without him trying,,

he so wonderful,,and i tell him every day,,

when i see your face,,

there's not a thing that i would change,,

because you're amazing just the way you are,,

and when you smile,,

the whole world stop and stare for a while,,

coz boy you're amazing just the way you are,,

:)

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p.s. grrr,,suke cover Just The Way You Are by Maddi Jane ney,,nak nyanyi ahh kat you,,haha,,mesti dye cakap x sedap,, -.-"

the genetic people!!!the genetic!!!

hello people,,

just dropping by saying that

my GENETIC paper is on 25th April 2011,,

not like its in any of your concern ayte,,

just hoping that you guys will pray for me and wish me luck :)

ouh,,and i got some interesting (kot lah) fact in genetic,,

did you know that :

not only the nuclear have DNA,,but the mitochondria and chloroplast also owned their very own DNA,,how cool are they ayte??however,,the DNA compose in these organelles are simple type of DNA they usually circular and linear in some species this to compare with DNA in our nucleus which are more complex where our nucleus have that complicated challenging double helix bases pairing nucleotides phosphate backbone and all and many more complex thingies which are awesome.

did you know that :

all the organelles and membrane are inherited through our moms?yup,,its called the cytoplasmic inheritance,,so all the mitochondria,endoplasmic reticulum,vesicles and all that we had learn in our science class are pass through us from our mother!!!see how much moms already gave us.In some animal,this cytoplasmic inheritance does effect their appearance (the phenotype) in which they directly inherited their mom's appearance without concerning their own genotype or their dad's appearance,,yeah this are call the mom's power!!!or in science its called the maternal effect.Maternal effect sometimes may only effects in the fetus early development,but sometimes in some species it may be permanent until the fetus become adult.For us the human,some disease that caused by the mutation in the mitochondrial DNA may be inherited from our mother.However its sometimes are difficult to affect us as the mutation in mitochondria are small and not serious.

did you know that :

human have 3 billions bases pairs genome which made up our DNA,well,that's a lot huh?However, 50% of the number are known to be the junk DNA as its does not code for any proteins.

did you know that :

most all human have the same DNA sequences (99%) ? Because of this amazing similarity in us,the screening of disease by analyze the DNA sequence and compare it with the person without the disease,so that we can know where the sequences mix up or detect which gene may cause the disease,awesome eyh?

did you know that :

boys are likely to have color blindness and girl are mostly only the carrier,this is because only the X chromosome carried this recessive trait,and as boys are XY they are easier to got the recessive allele,while girls are XX ayte?so we girls need both X chromosome with color blindness trait only then when can be affected if only one X is carrying the trait,we are only the carrier,,yeah poor boys,,and this is girls power yeah!!!!

did you know that :

there is a biotechnologies called the Nexia biotechnologies which produce spider silk in goat's milk!!!! ouh my -.-" however, this technologies may help as spider silk is in high demand nowadays,,it can be apllied in medical uses also for military uses,for this Google it yourself eyh ;p

okee,,that's all people,,

there's lot more,,

but i have to go now (i forget really -.-")

if got time,,i update you people with better genetic facts k,,

gud luck guys,,

study hard but smart,,

dun stress out,,

:)

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p.s. its all in my lecture note,,yup that is why i know,,hahaha :p

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titiknoktah.

p.s. cuti cepatlah mari :)

i'm glad we didn't talk anymore,,

we dun need it anyway,,

yup,,

whatever,,

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p.s. how i wish i can turn back the time,,and erase the first hello you ever gave to me,,

MSB,, Segalanya Bermula Disini :)

Alhamdulillah,,

akhirnya selama beberapa bulan bekerja keras,,

berjaya jugak kami satu team sempurnakan

Malam Sejambak Budi ke-27 sabtu lalu,,

berbaloi lah usaha kami,,

berjaya weyh!!!

hapi hapi,, :)

malam tuh aku jage teknikal punye audio,,

haha,,dah ahh satu2 nye bunga dalam bnyak duri yg jage PA system tuh,,

agak awkward lah time nk set up tuh,,

aku mane ahh reti set up2 ney en,,aku reti control bunyik en play lagu je,,

haha,,takat set up mic reti lah siket2,,

tp mic agak sengal malam tuh,,

dok berdesing2,,

tp system hotel tuh mmg agak teruk,,

speaker pun x brape,,

so,,humm,,

sedikit slack lah,,

tp dah jd kan,,

and alhamdulillah org suke hasil multimedia kami,,

kami tuh ikin and saya,,

haha,,ikin lah yg bnyak buat,,

aku kasi bahan n idea jew :)

and bile ramai org terima n suke multimedia show kami tuh,,

happy gile weyh,,

even x napak muke org2 yg tgok sbb kene halang ngan partition!!!

grrr,,

tp dengar dorg gelak n tepuk dorg dah cukup buat aku sengih sorg2 blakang partition tuh,,

shon lak x abeh2 cakap,, 'x sia2 usaha ang lala'

haha,,cess punye shon,,

tawu lah ko tuang bab multemedia ney,,

naseb part teknikal ko hebat,,

he's the bos lah malam tuh encik shon kite,,

garang kot!!haha,,yelah kene garang takut kokap kan nati teknikal,,

aku khayal siket dah kene jerkah,,haha,,

nway,,

thanx gang MSB 27,,

walaupun kt tgah2 gerak kerja kite ade terganggu dan bnyk cabaran,,

berjaya gak kite kan,,

even dulu aku cm rase impossible lah nak jalan event ney,,

penah patah semangat sbb kerja kene tolak,,

haha,,naseb ade teammate kan,,

merangkak rangkak wat keje,,

kadang2 kene handle event laen kt tgah2 gerak kerja MSB,,

tp berjaya gak,,

x sangka,,

alhamdulillah,,

so semalam dah puas ronggeng ngan anis,ikin,zati n yayan,,

rini dah kt umah carik ketenangan,,

da cium mama abah n tisya,,

so da cukup tenang da cukup happy,,

so lets study for the final k??

meh meh,,

even rase final ney pown impossible,,

tp i hve to bear in mind that nothing is impossible,,

and miracle do happen when enough effort are given,,

insyallah :)

amin,,

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p.s. kimia fizik ouh kimia fizik,,mari berbaek2 yer,, :)

ya Allah,,

hadirkan lah keikhlasan dalam diri ku,,

dalam setiap perkara yg aku lakukan ya Allah,,

setiap kerja,,

setiap perasaan,,

setiap tanggungjawab,,

setiap perhubungan,,

setiap cita-cita,,

hadirkan lah ikhlas itu dalam aku ya Allah,,

amin,,

titiknoktah.

p.s. aku percaya,,kalu tiada ikhlas,,tiada ketenangan,,maka tiada lah hasil yg baik,,namun,,untuk menjadi ikhlas adalh perkara yg kadang kala sukar,,aku amat memohon petunjuk dan pertolongan mu ya Allah,,amin :)

fine!!!

stop being childish lala!!!

final nak dekat,,

study lah,,

even tawu sem ney agak gelap,,

x pew,,

masih ade sisa2 cahaya untuk terangkan yg gelap tuh,,

amin,,

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p.s. sabar,,siket lg,,sabar,,lpas ney cuti 4 bulan kot,,chill untuk beberapa minggu ney,,telan sume stress tuh,,think posotive!!!!insyaallah,,amin,,

aku rindu korang,,

The Z!!!

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the worse feeling ever,,

1. feeling of rejection
2. feeling of not being trusted
3. feeling of being played
4. feeling of losing dignity
5. feeling of losing hope
6. feeling of in a rush
7. feeling of losing

those feeling,,i felt today,,

yup,,only in this one day,,

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p.s. this legacy is falling,,at least we feel it falling,,

sometimes,,

it is better to care in silence,,

even its show no effort,,

somehow it is the best,,

just pray or the one you care in silence,,

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p.s. i didnt know caring is a bad thing to do,,especially to people who dun need it,,who dun want you to do it,,

its 3a.m in the morning now,,

miserably doing lab report,,

and one call make it all disappear,,

:)

talking to him,,

even my life turning up side down,,

he always know the way to make it right,,

thanks dear :)

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p.s. ilang sket pening kpala wat calculation kimia td,,haha ;p

i dun wanna be easy anymore,,

i chose to wait,,

if its there,,

its mine,,

HE had decide all,,

just have to wait for the right time,,

insyallah,,

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p.s. no rush,,if its meant to be it will be,,aminn :)